Noah...
Noah is my crazy, stupid, never gonna happen crush. But either way he's... wow. So me and Noah were good friends last year, when we went to the same school and we had period 3 together. But then he went off to high school and I never saw him again. That is until a couple of days ago he came to my school and I kept thinking that he was following me around, I mean he went to my gym class, my band class, jazz band, my history class, and my math class. And we would just talk and I could not believe how much he had changed. I mean last year he was one of the band geeks, like with braces and he was kind of cute but not anything special. But now he has no braces, and apparently he's on the varsity baseball team. And he is HOT!! And even though I haven't seen him in a couple of days, I can't stop thinking about him. Because I'm just that crazy and stupid.
Zach...
I guess that you'd call Zach a bad boy. He doesn't care about anyone's feelings and teachers can't stand him. But for some reason either he's actually kind of nice to me, or I am totally imagining everything. Whenever I talk to him I just think of "Walk to Remember", that movie where the bad boy and the pastor's daughter fall in love. And I can't help but feel that he likes me. But anyways, I can't stop thinking about him either... Because he's just that amazing, he's just that hot, and he's just... Zach. But he didn't even notice me when I saw him this weekend, which sort of made me... heart broken.
Ben...
Ben is the guy that will probably be valedictorian at our high school graduation, and he's seriously nice and amazing. And it's not that crazy that I like him. I sit next to him in band, locked away in our little alto sax heaven and he is just so sweet. I mean today when I was being weird and was totally not being modest and kept saying how amazing I was (and I was kind of joking) but he said, "I know.", to whenever I said that I was seriously amazing. And that's what makes him Ben. And him being Ben makes me totally freak out and get all boy crazy so... yeah.
Now I show the darkest part of my true colors as I freak out and show my hatred towards my ex-boyfriend. And once I'm done I hope that y'all won't judge me because I hate him, I mean I REALLY hate him. So yeah, here is where I will do what all crazy teenage girls do, tell strangers about their ex.
My Ex. Ugh..
So I went out with him even though he's a nerd, even though he's the most boring person I've ever met, even though he spits when he talks, and even though he's seriously ugly. Because the one reason why I even liked him was because I though he was really sweet. But then I found out that the only reason why he went out with me was because he realized that the most popular girl in school would never go out with him. In what world would she go out with him, I mean how could he think that he ever had a shot?!? But since he realized that he didn't have a shot, I guess he'll settle for me!?! As if. And now I find out from everyone that they were afraid to tell me this when we were dating but while we were dating he didn't understand that when you're going out with someone you're taken, so apparently he was trying to get dates with other girls. While we were dating! So much for being sweet... He has got to be the worst guy ever...
So now I've told all y'all strangers my feelings of hatred and my other stupid feelings... I must be very crazy...